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JemmaUK
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Hi,
Some of you will already know me and what I have been through in the last few years... those who dont know - I lost my partner Sasha to cancer in 2008 at the age of 22 and while that was the worst of it there have been other disasters thick and fast...
I didnt think things could get any worse - I have just gotten news from a very close friend - also in her 20's that she has a brain tumour that they are treating with radiotherapy - i honestly dont know how much more of this I can take.
Shes in NY and I am in the UK - I'd like to get over there to help her but I have no money and nowhere to stay - if anyone on here can help please let me know... I am terrified I am going to lose Noreen - I can work, people who know me on here know I am good with the bikes and I also have talents with computers and other tech.
I still feel that I let Sasha down - that I couldnt fix things for her and thats the worst part of it for me - the guilt. I think going through that again would finish me off for good... :bigcry:
I hope I didnt spoil anyones good day over this but I really have nowhere else to turn right now
Jemma xx
Some of you will already know me and what I have been through in the last few years... those who dont know - I lost my partner Sasha to cancer in 2008 at the age of 22 and while that was the worst of it there have been other disasters thick and fast...
I didnt think things could get any worse - I have just gotten news from a very close friend - also in her 20's that she has a brain tumour that they are treating with radiotherapy - i honestly dont know how much more of this I can take.
Shes in NY and I am in the UK - I'd like to get over there to help her but I have no money and nowhere to stay - if anyone on here can help please let me know... I am terrified I am going to lose Noreen - I can work, people who know me on here know I am good with the bikes and I also have talents with computers and other tech.
I still feel that I let Sasha down - that I couldnt fix things for her and thats the worst part of it for me - the guilt. I think going through that again would finish me off for good... :bigcry:
I hope I didnt spoil anyones good day over this but I really have nowhere else to turn right now
Jemma xx